beyond coffee breaks and tea time

tag, you're it!

2008-03-21T16:15:00.000-07:00

In the 8 Facts About Yourself, you share 8 things that your readers don’t know about you. Then at the end you tag at least 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.
Here are the rules:
* Each blogger must post these rules first.
* Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

8 Random Facts About Me.

1. I'm the only one in the whole clan (both mother side and father side) who has a pair of dimples. hahaha!! beat that!

2. I don't dance.

3. I have a phobia watching videoclips because of a very terrible experience. (my brother showed me a short video clip, telling me that it was just an interesting car commercial. he told me to look closer, then all of a sudden, a frightening and super scary face of a man appeared!!i got so scared that i ran away from the pc, started screaming and began shaking. what an experience!!)

4. I'm not a fan of having cat-fights with others. I guess I even don't know how to get REALLY mad at someone..maybe that's the reason why most people take advantage of me. aww.

5. I'm good in making desserts! (talaga?! haha)

6. I envy people with light brown eyes..and i love looking at people with chinky eyes..especially those na kapag tumawa di na makita mata! haha. ang cute! inggit ako.

7. I'm proud to say that I learned how to use the Internet and the cell phone all by myself. (my brother was so lazy to teach his little sister.cmon!)

8. i don't drink coffee. and i hate having fried chicken for breakfast (it gives me stomach ache).

IM TAGGING: everyone!

hell week

2008-03-01T18:31:00.000-08:00

well, the so-called hellweek is here once again. though this term's not that too busy for me (thanks to my profs who didn't gave too many projects), the thought of having tons of quizzes in a week plus a lab report definitely makes me soooo tired.

enough of that. haha. on the contrary,

i've been addicted nowadays on watching DVDs! special thanks to my super friend, Abby, na sobrang daming alam na mga Taiwanese/ Koreanovelas na dvds. i first finished the Taiwanese version of HANAKIMI. the story was fantastic. it made me fall in love again. it was a good combination of comedy and romance, and everything. wah. plus, i super love the guy! WU CHUN! wah. haha. and now, i'm currently watching ROMANTIC PRINCESS. :) pero nanonood lang naman ako pag may time. haha. schoolworks first!

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don't you find today's issues soooo annoying?? rallies are everywhere, and even those who were not involved were affected. andaming taong nakikisawsaw, mga nagpapapapel, nagpapapansin. ay ewan, whenever i think anout these stuffs, it makes me really mad and annoyed. why do people waste their time lurking about other people's negative sides? so absurd. they should've thought of better ways to improve our country than waste their time sa panggagatong.

due to this, i'm not watching the NEWS anymore. pare-pareho kasi mga binabalita, nakakasuka. problems are here and there. waah, it just makes my mood so bad. hahaha. dvd na lang pinapanood ko. at least, sumasaya ako.

it's not that i'm taking sides, or wala lang akong pakialam sa mga nangyayari, nakakasawa lang na puro negative yung naririnig mo. what we really need is to have that POSITIVE VIBE.

at kapag naririnig ko yung mga kung anu-anong ka-ewanan na yan, it makes me think na i want to graduate na, and pack my bags and fly to another country to work, or probably live there. but my heart still belongs to this beloved country of ours. :) maybe i was just too impulsive. hahaha.

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i'm so excited for our org's upcoming Induction! we'll be at Batangas on March 17-19..weee. beach!!! i just love beach! :D

wah!

2008-02-23T08:29:00.000-08:00

its been awhile. i'll do the blogging tomorrow. :)

no classes on monday. yipee. :)

back again.

2007-11-24T03:14:00.000-08:00

it's been awhile since i left an entry here. just got busy kasi sa school. school school school. always school.

so what happened to me for the past 3 weeks? well, so many should i say.

anyway, 3 academic weeks na lang and we're free at last! free from stress and lack of sleep. yahoo! and what makes it more exciting is my HSM friends are planning to go ice skating after our finals week. isn't that exciting? what a way to celebrate freedom. haha.

too much for thinking ahead. hehe. let's get down to business.

for the past weeks, i've been suffering from low and bad grades in my exams. i don't know why. the good thing is, when i received my quiz booklet in my Discrete Mathematics exam, I got 114/150! thank heavens, i passed the exam. though it was a bit easy, i was careless because my logic gates were wrong! stupid me. haha. buti nalng, my answers were considered by ma'am, kahit na yung logic gates lang yung minali niya. i lost 10 points because of carelessness. tsk tsk. another good thing is, since all of us in our group passed the exam, we'll be having 15 plus points! yahoo.

so far so good..

physics 2 lec??? ewan. ang hirap kasi magpa-exam ni sir. sana lumambot puso ni sir. haha. pero sa remaining 2 exams sa kanya, kelangan ko ipakita na deserving ako mag physics 3 next term!!! nako.

what stresses me the most this week is our english project/finals! we'll be having a corporate meeting..and it's due on saturday na! we're not done yet in finalizing our agendas, etc. grrr. probably on thursday, we'll start shooting for our 30-minute video..too bad, it's our supposed-to-be "free day" as mapuans. may activity kasi, i don't know why some profs would still have their classes (and that includes us, i'll be having a 4:30-6:00 make-up class for DE on that day..duh, may concert kaya!). i just hope everything will be alright. :D

God bless everyone!

one voice.

2007-10-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

hindi yan patay na kuko.

today is the Brgy. and SK elections, that's why classes were suspended today. do people know how important this day is? maybe we just take it for granted, but hey, today is the day when we choose the "right" and "deserving" people to take the responsibility of leading our community. now, if you haven't voted yet and you're registered, better vote now.

do you know how important your vote is? it might change our stereotyped lives. the indelible ink is not just a thing that could ruin your newly polished digits, but it shows that the future is in our hands.

yesterday, our org had our general assembly. it was such a nice experience. as a part of the newly inducted members, i'm so glad that i enjoyed the company of my orgmates. they're like a family to me. :) these are the people who will always be close to my heart. :) i enjoyed the concentration game, memory game and the charade. :D. fun.fun.fun!

while i was on my way to school yesterday, i was seating beside this little kid with his mother. along the coastal road, wherein we can see lots of airplanes passing by (because it's near the airport), my attention was caught by this kid when he saw an airplane passed by above our bus. he was just so amazed because i can see it in his eyes. i just realized that just like this kid, we should appreciate things around us, especially the simplest ones. we can be happy even if we don't own the latest cellphone. :) maybe we were just caught up by the technology craze, but hey, life is still better when everything is simple. let's stop complicating life. relax and breath. let go and be happy. :)

can you already smell the Christmas season? it's just around the corner! yahoo. it has been always my favorite season of the year. :) merry christmas! :) hohoho.

what a week!

2007-10-27T04:20:00.000-07:00

hey, it's just the fourth week of our term, yet i can already feel the pressure in my academics. i already had tons of to do last week. i am so tired. haha. :) super hectic.

anyway, just wanna share this. last thursday, i made 2 lab reports in my physics laboratory class. it was due the next day. since wala akong time nung week na yun para gawin siya in advance, no choice ako kundi pagpuyatan ang paggawa ng 2 lab report. natapos ako 4 am ng umaga, to think na 730-430 ung class ko nung araw na yun. in short, 1 hour lng tulog ko. haha. ang hirap pala pumasok sa school pag sleep deprived ka. wala kang maintindihan. hehe. ayoko na ulit maulit yun! suicidal. haha

i already proved that 24 hours is not enough for me. haha!

thank God i have three days of rest this week..yahoo. :)

i'll be in school tomorrow. hsm ga. :D

the lakehouse: the second time around

2007-10-14T06:10:00.000-07:00

i watched The Lakehouse the second time around kanina. i already watched it last sunday, tapos nagulat ako kasi palabas ulit siya kanina sa hbo. i was actually waiting dun sa cinemax kasi ipapalabas yung Apollo 13, then pag surf ko ng channel, nakita ko na 20 minutes na lang at ipapalabas na ang Lakehouse. mas naintindihan ko yung movie ngayon unlike last sunday. :D maganda pa rin!

finding my nemo.

2007-10-13T03:07:00.000-07:00

i'm currently finding myself. im lost. i maybe hidden under the thick sheets of papers full of formulas and other stuffs.i maybe stucked in between the pages of my engineering books. or probably, i am just inside myself, still waiting to get unleashed.

i wonder why i can't give my best shot?

i am finding me. could i be lost?

i just don't want to be somebody else. i want to be extraordinary.

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Last monday was probably the worst MONDAY of my life as a student. ever. i left home at 8:30 in the morning so that by more or less 10:30 am, i'm already in the dorm. unfortunately, it was already 9:00 am and i haven't rode yet. the buses bound to Lawton were jam packed with lots of people. it was as if everyone who lives in Cavite wanted to go to Manila that time. i was about to get annoyed, only to remember that nothing will happen if i'll get upset. pano ba naman ako hindi maiinis, i was carrying a bag full of clothes, and a paper bag. it was so hassle. i rode a bus bound to Pasay MRT. the Lord was good, the last seat was for me. :) may dahilan pa ako para mag-smile. :) it was already 11:00 am, and i'm still stucked in Bacoor! malelate ako! my mom, who was riding in another bus texted me that she was also stucked in the traffic. hindi kami nagsabay pumunta ng manila because may pinuntahan pa siya. nagulat na lang ako at halos magkadikit na yung bus namin! eh umalis siya ng 10 am sa bahay. nag-abot pa kami. waah. i was super bored inside the bus. mabuti na lang my headset saved me from ultimate boredom at that time. :) i was stucked in a traffic jam for almost 2 hours. gosh. i arrived at the MRT station at 12:30 pm. good thing i still have one hour before my 1:30 pm class starts. to cut the story short, i was able to attend my physics lecture class (1:30). i was already planning no to attend that class. hehe. mabuti na lang umabot ako. yun nga lang, hindi ako nag-lunch.

i don't want to happen that again! swear. you won't like it.

by the way, i want to say thank you to my orgmates na nanlibre this week! Arvin, Happy Birthday! salamat sa pizza na kala namin hindi totoo ang panlilibre, hehe. and dun sa mga kasama kong nag-foodtrip sa HSM tambayan nung thursday (bobby, cesar, abie, claudie, arvin, jasper and ton (bagong introduce palang.)), kamusta naman ang foodtrip! sumakit yung tiyan ko sa dami ng kinain natin. haha! bobby, salamat sa pagshare mo sa akin ng isa mong takoyaki, alam kong labag sa loob mo ang mag-share, pero thanks. haha. dko naman naubos kasi hindi masarap!! Claudio, salamat sa pansit. haha. wahh. puro foods!

unang sabak

2007-10-06T19:51:00.000-07:00

what a week. this year's second term is very different from the previous ones that i had. hayy. God bless to me.

as usual, i'll gonna describe my new set of profs. puro guess who lang ito. haha! good luck.

PHY120
(Physics 2 Lecture)

actually, siya yung proctor namin nung finals sa PHY110 last term. nakakatakot siya infairness. maybe because he's physically intimidating. hindi nga siya mukhang professor, mukha siyang varsity player. haha! anyway, dahil nga nakakatakot yung itsura niya, nakakatakot din yung mga feedback na naririnig ko from my orgmates. well, kinda true. alam niyo bang nag-diagnostic exam na kami nung second meeting?? buong physics 1 yung coverage. mabuti na lang nakasagot ako. yehey. pero kelangan ko talaga mag-aral ng mabuti..sabi nga niya, 7 students lang yung pinasa niya. ngayong term kaya?? hehe. isa kaya ako sa mga "chosen fews" na papasa sa subject niya?

PHY120L
(Physics 2 Laboratory)

isang masipag na prof! haha. first meeting palang, ibinigay na niya yung photocopied manuals namin. at takenote, siya yung nagpa-photocopy ng lahat. o db? and since wala kaming class ngayong friday, nagbalak na siyang mag-experiment nung first meeting. cmon. buti na lang at hindi natuloy. yey. well, ok naman yung mga feedback sa kanya. yehey, wala ng research related sa mga experiments. wala na ring pre-lab! woohoo.

MATH108
(Differential Equations)

i'm starting to love this subject. haha. compared sa mga previous kong calculus subjects, i find this one much much more interesting. kahit 3:00-4:30 yung sched ko (at totoong nakakaantok yung oras) every mwf, nag-eenjoy pa din ako. :) sana magtuloy tuloy. regarding sa prof, he's the brother of my previous prof sa Math102 and Math107 (ok Mapuans, madali lang hulaan!). he's somewhat similar to his brother.

MATH111
(Discrete Mathematics)

i like this prof! she's very positive. and i like the way she shares her thoughts about life. nakaka-inspire mag-aral talaga. and of course, she's the adviser of our org. haha. :D

ENG201
(English for the Workplace 1)

ayon sa isa kong friend, demanding daw siya. well, i guess totoo nga. imagine, we were already asked to do some resumes and stuffs. hayy. akala ko tuloy pahinga ako ngayong week-end. hindi pala. :P pero thankful pa rin ako sa kanyang "bingo game" because i got 1.75 in her first activity. :D

that would be all. i was already tired this week. pano pa kaya sa mga next weeks? haha. ngayon ang time na kailangan magseryoso. aral kung aral. :)

by the way, just wanna share this experience..

halimaw ang size ng feet ko. ang laki! haha.

nakakatuwa kasi first time kong pumasok sa school ng naka-slippers! actually, allowed naman talaga yung slippers, bawal nga lang yung rubber flipflops. pero madami pa rin mga pasaway na pumapasok na naka-rubber slippers! hmph. i bought these pair not because gusto ko din magpakapasaway sa campus, it's because almost everyday, umuulan sa manila, especially pag hapon. eh nababasa kasi yung mga leather na sandals and slippers ko, baka masira. kaya i decided na bumili. :) ayon, first time kong sinuot ito sa school, kinakabahan ako nung malapit na ako sa id scanner kasi andon yung mga school guards. thankful naman ako at hindi ako sinaway, kasi hindi naman mukhang rubber yung slippers ko! haha. pero rubber yung straps niyan. ung sole, hindi. :) hayan, nawili tuloy ako na pumasok na naka-slippers sa school. mas relaxed kasi eh. :) that's all.

ayun lang muna. :) Have a blessed week everyone! :)

chris tiu fever!

2007-09-30T02:35:00.000-07:00

i'm not really fond of basketball. pero since highschool, crush ko na talaga si Chris Tiu. hehe. kahit nung Thomasian pa ako, ADMU na talaga yung sinisigaw ko. At ngayong, Mapuan na ako, ADMU pa rin, LOYAL.

classes will start tomorrow! ang bilis talaga ng termbreak. although ngayon, gusto ko na rin pumasok kasi wala akong ginagawa dito sa bahay. ayun, excited na rin ako pumasok. i miss the grafiti and the tambayan. of course, namiss ko din yung friends ko. hehe

mabuti na lang, i have a good sched this term. fun. :)

dami ko expectations ngayong term. sana lahat yun magawa ko.

reminisce

2007-09-28T06:42:00.000-07:00

one time, dumungaw ako sa window ng dorm. week before finals non kaya madaming quizzes. and that time, nag-decide ako na magpahinga muna for a few minutes and yun nga, dumungaw ako sa window.

nakita ko yung mga bata. siguro isa na rin sa mga reasons ng pagkakatigil ko sa pag-aaral that time eh dahil ang ingay nila (sigawan at kantahan). pero nag-wonder ako bakit ang saya nila. kaya out of curiousity, tiningnan ko sila.

ang saya nala infairness. kumakanta sila nung "Itaktak Mo" song, with matching dance steps pa. at infairness ulit, memorize nila ung steps. tapos biglang nagsisigawan na sila (hindi ba sila magkarinigan??), biglang nag-away, nag-iyakan. kasi daw mali yung sayaw nung isa, tapos may mga sumasali na hindi naman daw kasali, may mga nanggugulo lang. haha. mga simpleng bagay, pinagaawayan. pero sa simpleng dahilan din, nagkakabati sila. ayun, masaya na ulit silang naglaro. and buti naman, lumayo na sila, dahil malamang eh ndi na ako maka-aral sa ingay nila!

realization: medyo nainggit ako sa mga batang yon. siguro kasi hindi ko naranasan yung maglaro sa labas in the wee hours of the night kasi nung ka-age ko sila, lumipat na kami ng residence. eh nung time na andito na kami sa dasma, wala talagang tao dito sa subdivision, as in puro damo lang at hangin. hehe. di tulad ni kuya, makulay ang childhood. haha! kamusta naman yon at nainggit ako. hehe

kung tatanungin mo ako kung ano ang alam kong laro, ang isasagot ko ay taguan, piko, taya-tayaan. nakakahiya man aminin, hindi ko alam ang rules and regulations ng patintero. nakakahiya. haha. pero ang alam ko lang dapat malagpasan ko yung mga tao. hehe. sori ah! :D
hindi rin ako marunong umakyat ng puno. grabe.

isa din sa mga narealize ko that time, ang dali lang nila magbati noh? sa konting daldalan lang, bati na kaagad sila. unlike sa age natin ngayon, kapag may misunderstanding, matagal magkasundo. kailangan ng matinding agreement. worst case eh yung bigla nalang kayong magkakalimutan ng walang dahilan.

nakakainggit, sana bata na lang ulit ako. wala kasi masyadong pinoproblema. wala masyadong worries.

gusto kong maging bata ulit, para masaya. haha!

**isa tong walang kwentang post**

hassle

2007-09-26T03:36:00.000-07:00

ang hassle ng enrolment ngayon. ok na sana kasi na-finalize ko na yung load ko. then, pag tingin ko last night sa account ko, abolished yung isang section nung subject ko. and since first time ko mag-in campus enrollment, stressed ako. hehe. di ko alam na kelangan pala ng curriculum pag sa school mag-e-encode, eh bakit hindi naman tinignan yung curriculum ko? sayang ung time ng pagpila ko sa customer's service! haha.

pero since ok na ang lahat, hayaan ko na lang yung pagod ko kanina. at least ok na diba? hehe.

eto sched ko:

MW=1:30-3:00=phy120
=3:00-4:30=math108

F=7:30-12:00=phy120L
3:00-4:30= math108

TTHS=9:00-10:30=math111
12:00-1:30=eng201

yahoo. hello second term. :)

Induction

2007-09-24T19:56:00.000-07:00

super enjoy.100%. wala na ako masasabi talaga. nakakabitin ang 2 days and one night induction, pero sulit na sulit kasi nag-enjoy kaming lahat!

thanks, super. nag-enjoy ako nung induction. grabe hanggang ngayon ay may hang-over pa din ako..gusto ko ulit mag-outing. haha.

super thanks sa mga taong nakasalamuha ko nung induction..
-sa mga roombuddies ko (ate roxy, ate joie, chloe, winwin and jean)

-sa mga floormates namin..(kuya chris, claudie, kuya jeri, bobi, kuya bryan and kuya renelson)

-sa mga officers na naging successful sa kanilang mga ginawa..:)

-sa mga nakasama ko nung "late night slash early morning" swimming. hanggang dun sa "truth or dare" thingy..at pati na rin sa mga kasama kong nag-ghost hunting sa sitio lucia. haha.

-sa mga "bonardian"..hehe. na may "mini-induction" sa pool nung mga 2:30 na ng umaga..haha. finally,members na din kayo. hehe. thanks kay kuya icko, sa pagiging magaling na president ng "bonard fans club". :)

-kay abie, na super sayang busmate. :) ibibili na kita ng cd na may song na "kilig ako.."haha!

-sa "tampururot group" (mae, kuya albert, claudie, jasper at kuya march)..wahaha! nakakamiss kau. ang kulit natin nung induction.haha. ang galing mo umarte kuya march! hehe. jasper, "excuse me ah!"..buti na lang at hindi natuloy yung vco comm'l. claudie, "sori ah!" haha. kahit pinagkaisahan niyo ako nung gabing yun, ok lang. haha! kay kuya albert, thanks sa pag-isip ng ating "breathtaking performance".

-sa sitio lucia, para sa magandang place.

-syempre, kay God, dahil naging safe ang byahe namin. :)

**super thanks sa lahat! sa uulitin! **

view my multiply for the pics! :)

masaya pa rin.

2007-09-22T07:07:00.000-07:00

ENV100	A12	2.25
MATH106	B10	3.00
MATH107	A3	2.00
PHY110	B4	2.00
PHY110L	B1	2.50

Weighted Average: 2.35

(wow..yung tatlong calculus ko, pareparehong 3.00 ang grade. kamusta. haha.)

ang saya naman. :) haha. thank you Lord sa mga ito. sobrang napagod ako ngayong term. at hindi ko ineexpect ang mga grades na yan. kahit parang pababa ng pababa yung average ko..ok lang. will Niya yun. next term, super bawi. last year, second term ako nakakuha ng scholarship. ngayong year kaya? haha.

i am super duper excited for tomorrow. may dahilan na ako para mag-super duper enjoy sa induction. wahaha.

hello second term. :)

it's over.

2007-09-21T03:01:00.000-07:00

yehey! 1st term of my second year is already over! what a very stressful term. para siyang tubig sa dagat na humampas sa akin, pero thank God, nakatayo pa rin ako. ang dami kong struggles ngayong term. pero mas marami ang blessings!

salamat. salamat kasi pumasa ako sa Multivariable Calculus (naluha talaga ako nung finals. do or die kasi.). salamat din kasi pumasa ako sa Physics Lecture (hindi ako makapaniwala sa mga grades na nakita kong nakapost. parang malayo mangyari sa mga inaasahan.). super salamat.

hayan. pwede na akong magpakaligayang todo sa Induction namin sa weekend. super excited. :)

what to do next? syempre, kelangan matulog muna ako. ang daming hours ang kailangan bawiin. haha. tapos magbabad sa tv at sa internet. grabe puro katamaran ang gagawin ko. haha. eh kasi naman ilang days lang ang termbreak, and then sabak na naman sa 2nd term.

teka, magpa-promise ba ako ulit na pagbubutihan ko na next term? mukang napako na siya dati pa. sinabi ko yun after kong makakuha ng 3.00 na grade sa Differential Calculus (na naging rason kung bakit nawala yung scholarship ko.). sabi ko gagalingan ko sa Integral Calculus. eh kamusta naman at 3.00 pa rin yung grade ko (at lalo nang nawalan ng liwanag yung scholarship ko. haha). then pagdating sa Multivariable Calculus, bigla kong pinangarap na sana nag-aral ako ng mabuti nung diffcal at integ pa lang, kasi sobrang nahirapan ako. ayun, nagbunga lahat ng paghihirap ko na iahon ang sarili sa mga failed na quizzes. ang bait ni Lord!

kanina habang naglalakad ako sa may paakyat ng underpass, inisip ko yung Physics ko. sabi ko sa sarili ko, ano na kaya magiging grade don, eh ang baba ng quiz 2 and 3 ko (wala pang result pero expected ko na..), then naisip ko na why should I worry? pabayaan ko na lang yun since wala na akong magagawa kasi tapos na ang finals ko doon. then i just said "Thy will be done..". tapos pag-open ko ng mymapua account ko, ang word na "taken" sa tabi ng multivariable calculus ang tumambad sa akin. yes! pasado. hello math108 and math111 next term!!

hindi ako grade-concious, gusto ko lang magkaroon ng scholarship ulit. at dahil hindi pa lumalabas ang grades ngayon term, hopefully magkaroon ako. kung wala, ok pa din.

yehey talaga. :)

change topic..

i'm currently hooked sa song ni Jojo na "beautiful girl". i'm loving it! haha.

namiss ko na kaagad ang HSM table, ang mga tao don, pati ung grafiti na lagi namin sinusulatan. namimiss ko sila kaagad. waah, naattach na ako sa kanila. :) hopefully, mag-enjoy kaming lahat sa induction (teka, ilang beses ko na ba binanggit ung induction dito??).

ayun lng. super thanks! :)

God bless everyone!

i survived!

2007-09-19T20:10:00.000-07:00

after a week of stress, finally, isa na lang ang natitirang exam ko tomorrow. and that's Environmental Engineering. medyo tinatamad na nga ako mag-review don which is probably because yun yung last exam ko. pero since hindi naman ako namomroblema sa subject na yun, i might as well study pa rin, sayang din yung grade ko na makukuha don, makakahila din ng GWA. (ok, kelan pa ako naging grade concious? yuck!)

my Physics departmental exam went okay, yun nga lng i'm not really sure about some of my answers. tapos hindi pa namin alam yung status namin sa subject na yun since ung prof namin ay hindi pa pinopost ang grade namin. kamusta naman ang pagiging Juan Tamad ni sir?

on the other hand, my Multivariable Calculus exam is brain-cracking! huhu. nakakaiyak siya promise kasi ewan ko ba. basta 8 out of 10 lang yung nasagutan ko..tpos hindi ko pa sure yun lahat! pano na ako niyan??

my linear algebra exam is scheduled at 5-7 pm on the same day (Sept 18). since wala yung name ko sa list ng mga exempted sa finals, hindi pa rin ako nag-aral. haha. the night before kasi, calculus yung inaral ko..as in yun lang. parang hindi dalawa yung exam ko the next day. tapos kinabukasan, after ng exam ko ng calc (mejo naiiyak pa ako non), nag-lunch ako with Abie ( na may exam din ng 5-7). Tapos nag-aral na kami ni Winwin sa periodical section (first time ko don hehe). napipilitan ako mag-aral sa Linear Algebra. then andon din si Bobi (si bobby yun, binigyan ko lang siya ng nickname haha! payag naman siya eh!) nakikigulo. mga bandang 3:00 na kami nagseryoso mag-aral. haha. then exams na.

andon na ako sa room. nagsasagot na ng item no. 1, tpos biglang pumasok si Sir. tpos may inannounce. "The following students are exempted..". eh akala ko babasahin lng ni sir yung naka-post na listahan sa department kaya nagsagot na lang ako. tapos nagulat ako nung tinawag ako. wahaha. exempted ako! ang saya. pagkalabas ko ng room, nag-thanks pa ako kay Sir. hehe. medyo naasar ako nung paglabas ko ng room kasi nag-antay pa ako from 12-5 pm para mag-exam don, tpos hindi naman pala matutuloy. pero masaya din, kasi exempted ako sa finals. may rason pa rin para mag-saya.

mga 7pm natapos yung exam don. while waiting for bobi (sabay sabay kasi kami uuwi with abie), andon lang ako sa HSM tambayan, nakikipagkulitan. nagulat si bobi nung sinabi kong exempted ako, kasi nga sabay pa kami nag-aral, tapos ang alam din niya hindi ako exempted. nakakatawa nga eh. haha. ang sama ng tingin niya sa akin. wahaha.

it was such a looooong day. nung nasa may pedro gil na ako, nakita ko si Pao (a UST friend). small world. haha.

i'm super duper excited na sa upcoming induction namin sa HSM. it'll be on Sept 23-24 at Sitio Lucia (Sta. Maria, Bulacan). i hope na mga-eenjoy kaming lahat. and sana huwag umulan. hehe. :)

so tired

2007-09-15T04:12:00.000-07:00

can i just breathe from my schoolworks? i'm so busy.

nagkasakit na nga ako nung monday. i had colds. tpos nilagnat pa ako nung gabi. kamusta naman ako nung day na yun at may finals at quiz 2 ako sa physics lab non, at nahirapan ako sumagot kasi nga may sakit ako. tsk. wrong timing.

at dahil finals sa next week, kelangan ko tlgang mag-aral.

pano nga pala ako mag-aaral? eh kasi..

sa monday, finals namin sa physics lec..at the same day, due ng take home quiz namin sa physics (uniform circular motion).

sa tuesday, finals namin sa calculus at linear algebra (ndi pa sure kung exempted ako sa finals.well, sana!)..at the same day din, due yung take home quiz sa calc..

hindi ko pa sila nagagawa kasi naman may quiz ako nung friday at kanina.

pano na ako nito?

hayy. God Bless to me.

---

anyway, change topic naman tayo. mejo matagal kong hindi naupdate itong blog ko. may mga activities pang hindi pa namemention.

HSM SPORTSFEST
-ayun, kami yung champion. haha. kami ang green team! i played badminton and volleyball. ang sakit ng katawan ko after non. haha. super pagod, pero enjoy!

HSM APPLICANT'S INTERVIEW
-finally! eto na yung last requirement namin for our application. enjoy din itong interview namin. napakanta pa nga ako ng dalawang beses eh. hehe. :)

visit my multiply nalang for the pics.

our induction will be on sept 23-24 and will be held at Sitio Maria Resort in Bulacan. hopefully, isa ako sa mga magiging newly inducted na members. :)

anu ba yan...

2007-08-26T01:02:00.001-07:00

ayoko pang bumalik sa dorm...bakit ba kasi may pasok kami tomorrow eh dapat wala naman talaga kasi holiday. but our new prof insisted to have one and may quiz pa kami tomorrow. kamusta naman yun di ba. magrereview pa ako mamya. huhuhu.

oh Lord, help me.

as usual, i'm bombarded with lots of schoolworks to do. i think i'm pressuring myself. hehe. that's bad. ewan ko ba. hahaha.

meet andrea..

2007-08-25T19:41:00.001-07:00

sa pic na yan, kasama ko si andrea (white) and ate jules (orange). si ate jules yung discipler ko sa CCC, and si Andrea naman yung binabible study ko doon. :) wala lang. i just geel happy kasi may bini-bs na ako. we're already done with the Follow up 3, and next week we're on FU4 na. wee. ang saya. and i can say na she's growing in her faith. :) by the way, she's an Ece frosh.

ang laki ng braso ko infairness haha.

aside from having a busy week, naenjoy ko naman yun. sa Hsm, puzzle phase na kasi kami. and i'm from goya tribe. good thing kahit magkakaiba kami ng tribe ng mga co-applis ko, close parn kami. walang competition na nagaganap. basta masaya ang every moment. hehe. super enjoy.

ayun lng muna.

have a blessed week ahead!

stressed kung stressed

2007-08-24T05:25:00.000-07:00

got another low grade in my Math106 exam. when i say low, it's really low. quite depressing isn't it? pero pag naaalala kong hindi ko siya masyadong inaral (nag-aral ako, pero hindi sobra), i can't help but blame myself. i had all the time in the world non, kasi 1 week walang pasok. and yet, what did i do? i just wasted it on non-sense things. hayy. 2 quizzes nlng ang pag-asa ko. oh God help me get through this thing..

on the positive side, we already have our new prof for our math107 class. we're so left behind. our original prof was out for two weeks already, and walang sub na pumupunta sa amin. ayun. may make-up class tuloy kami sa monday, which was supposed to be wala talaga, kasi holiday. hayy.

sa aking mga orgs...

thanks kasi lagi niyo akong pinapasaya. sa CCC na laging nagpapaalala sa akin na mahal ako ni God, at sa HSM sa walang sawang tawanan, kulitan at kopyahan ng mga homeworks. you're the best talaga! ang sarap niyong kasama. :) nalilimutan ko ang pagod ko sa school dahil sa inyo! mahal ko kayo.. :)

sleepy

2007-08-19T06:31:00.000-07:00

dapat ay nagrereview ako ngayon dahil 2 ang exams ko sa tuesday not to mention may homework pa ako sa tuesday din ang due. waah, andami na naman naming hahabulin na schoolworks.

oh God help me get through these things.

i'm currently hooked in Julianne's album, yung grateful. i just like it recently. dati kasi ayaw ko, hehe. i even downloaded it! wahaha. i love the song grateful. her music is so cool.

the pic was shot at my dorm's window last week. friday ata un. see? ang lungkot sa dorm kasi wala naman akong internet don, pero at least may tv pa rin diba..hehe. :) natulog lng ako. nag-aral din, pero hindi masyado. ewan ko ba, pag ganyan ang panahon, nakakatamad din mag-review or do things na pang-school.

anyway, lately ko lng nalaman na ang Foxy Lady ay 4:30 pm na pinapalabas. kaya nakakanood na ako, haha! i love AJ. :) wee.

medyo madaming hahabuling lectures, quizzes and other stuffs this week. hayy grabe. sobra naman kasi yung almost one week na vacation di ba. haha.

my mom and tita just arrived yesterday from singapore. good thing hindi sila inabot ng bad weather. :) hehe. kung alam ko lng na mawawalan pala ng pasok ngayong week ng ganon kahaba, eh di sumama na sana ako sa kanila! hayy nako. i just can't be absent sa school talaga. hehe.

ayun lang muna. i just have to finish some stuffs sa school. it's time to get serious. tapos na ang pahinga.

things to do:
- finish and submit the letter to the hsm president (tuesday)
- interview with the hsm president (friday) [kelangan ba formal o ndi?]
- quiz on math106 and envi100 plus homework (tuesday)
- quiz on physics lec plus homework(probably wednesday)

nakakapagod naman! nababasa ko palang. haha. oh well, i have to do them..no choice. :)

wish me luck! :) have a blessed week!

i was bombarded by viruses

2007-08-18T04:29:00.000-07:00

habang nagwa-ym ako, andaming virus na nangyari! one was nagkukusa siyang mag send ng group message, at hindi lang siya group message, link siya sa isang hindi magandang site. buti nalng at nadownload ko ang AVG anti-virus, and i found out na may 2 YM worm. ayun. deleted na. yey.

at kamusta naman ang early termbreak due to Egay? andaming nasayang na panahon sa school. nakakaasar din siya actually kasi maghahabol na naman kami. good thing din kasi hindi pa ako masyadong handa sa mga quizzes ko.

pero..

habang winiwish natin na lumakas yung ulan para mawalan tayo ng pasok, yun naman yung wish ng iba na sana wala ng ulan kasi wala na sila matirahan, or wala na silang makain. nakakalungkot di ba? nakakakonsensya din. let's pray for them. :)

complete

2007-08-11T23:10:00.000-07:00

and now i'm complete. just this morning, our church had its 17th anniversary celebration. so happy. i felt glad that i was one of those who celebrated the anniversary through praise and worship, eventhough i just began attending our church for almost 2 years. thanks to the people who prayed for me to grow more deeply in my relationship with Christ.

Pangayaw was the title of this year's theatrical play presented by the theater ministry. i liked it. it was simple and i like the flow of the story. i really liked it. what a nice work. :) what a job well done! congrats to the performers and to the men behind the props and the concept. i laughed at the "Itaktak Mo" and "Iyugyog Mo" part. hehe.

last friday, we had our Mover's Meeting. medyo konti lng kaming naka-attend because some of them have classes at that time (4:30-6:00). it's a nice experience to get to know more about my co-movers (and some of them are already Multipliers, i think.). i'm now a Mover of the Lord. :)

do you know the feeling you get when you can't prioritize things? that's what i'm feeling now. i feel like the more i try to prioritize things, the more it gets complicated. you know what i mean? haha. it is so hard to involve yourself with too much activities. it's like i'm juggling 5 balls instead of only three with my hands. but i cannot complain, because i chose to do these things whole heartedly. that's why i need to learn the art of prioritizing!!

this week's gonna be a deadly one. i still have a pile of homeworks, reports and exams to do. and at the same time my commitment to my organizations. i can do this, promise. i just have to depend on Him. :))

what a funny experience. di ba nawalan ng pasok nung wednesday and thursday? eh di laging ang sarap ng tulog ko kasi ang lamig ng room ko sa dorm. the next day (friday), totoong may pasok na talaga..hehe. and i woke up late!! i was shocked when i saw na it was already 7:45 in the morning and i have my Math107 class at 9:00 am! haha. eh di ang bilis lahat ng pangyayari. now i know that i can prepare myself and leave the dorm for only 15 minutes flat! haha. :) hindi na nga ako nag-breakfast eh, kasi i have a break during mwf 1030-1200 pm. kaya i can eat. and then, 9:30 came, at wala pa yung prof ko sa math107! haha. absent si sir. sana hindi na ako nagmadali ng ganun. hehe.

there. that's my kwento of the week. haha. pretty boring huh? not really. hehe. i'm trying not to post some entries here that could display my rants, complains, emo-ness, bitterness and the likes. i'm trying to move on and change the way i look life. dapat positive lagi!

have a blessed week everyone!

help me

2007-08-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

i just want to cry it all out. i just want to shout everything that i keep inside my heart. i can't take it anymore. things don't go the way it should be. i hate it. it makes me feel more vulnerable. oh Lord, hug me tight. so tight that you won't let me feel the pain that the environment is giving me. you're the one who can understand how i feel right now.

"Even sometimes i feel alone and misunderstood, and even unloved and used, there is still One up there who knows all my flaws and yet loves me unconditionally...like no human could do.."

i was tagged by Jon

2007-08-11T08:10:00.000-07:00

In the 8 facts about [your name here], you share 8 things that your readers don't know about you. Then at the end, you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.
* Each blogger must post these rules first.
* Each blogger starts with 8 random facts/habits about themselves.
* Bloggers who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their 8 things and post these rules.
* At the end of your blog, you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.
* Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

1. ok. first things first. i can't sleep pag walang unan sa ilalim ng paa/legs ko. i dunno. haha. kaya nga weird eh! haha

2. hindi ko kaya ang hindi mag-schedule :)). i'm so O.C. haha. at pag ndi nasusunod ung sched, i get upset. xempre naka-set na kasi eh!

3. i don't drink milk. it's because i'm lactose intolerant.

4. i cannot sleep without the sound of an electric fan/aircon. basta i can't sleep pag wala akong naririnig na tunog from the said appliances. haha. i'm so weird.

5. highlighters are used to HIGHLIGHT the keywords. i use mine to UNDERLINE them. ndi ko maalala ung hinay-light ko pag naka-highlight ung buong word. kelangan underline lang.

6. hindi ako mapakali kapag nawawala yung pencil eraser ko. i know it's silly that i get upset whenever it's lost. haha. i've had it since last year pa for my drawing class and hindi pa siya ubos. feeling ko kasi hindi siya kayang pantayan ng ibang eraser. hahaha!

7. i'm such a water-person. i can drink more or less 20 glasses of water. hahaha

8. i admit that in one way or another, i'm an OC person. but i can't admit that i'm a perfectionist. dba pag OC, may pagka-perfectionist yun? pwes, ako lng yung OC na hindi perfectionist. basta gusto ko lang nagawa ko siya with all my heart and might. haha.

ok. that reveals the weirdness in me. haha.

i'm tagging everyone! hehe.

i'm so frustrated.

2007-08-11T07:57:00.000-07:00

ayoko na.

busy week

2007-08-03T02:10:00.000-07:00

last week was a busy one. dami kong tests and mga homeworks. pero enjoy pa rin naman. hehe

last last week, CCC had its fellowship ngayong term. super saya. daming mga frosh eh. i was assigned para sa mga registrations stuffs and pati sa paggawa ng mga nametags. nag-enjoy ako sa paggawa nun. kaya lng wala si Carl (kapatid) kasi she had a fever that day.

tpos..

HSM had it's general assembly last sunday sa fort santiago. super enjoy din. hehe. may mga games and some stuffs. tpos namasyal pa kami nila claudie at abie sa fort after the G.A. dami namin pics na emo. haha! c claudie kasi ang drama! haha. pero enjoy pa rin.

ayun. super busy nga ako eh. opisyal tambay ako sa org. haha.

at dahil tinatamad na ako magkwento, i'll let the pics do the talking..haha.

some of the froshies na nagpunta sa fellowship. :)

abie and me sa playground ng fort.

this is my fave pic of all. i shot this one using my fone and model ung dalawa. i love the effect. pede na bang photographer? haha.

si claudie, ang drama talaga! haha.

so busy.

2007-07-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

i'm so busy. school stuffs. org activities. hayy. got lots of things to do.

dami ko quiz next week. wala pa ako lab report sa physics. hayy. so tired

fulfilled. :)

2007-07-21T20:59:00.000-07:00

this week was one of the best times of my life. :) our organization (Campus Crusade for Christ), held its Classroom Evangelism sa mga PE classes ng mga frosh. actually, it was my first time to do the EMCEE-ing part. hehe. kabado nga eh. i wasn't really able to deliver the script as it is, nag-adlib ako kasi kinabahan ako. tapos feeling ko hindi ako naririnig sa likod kasi ang ingay sa gym that time. na-conscious pa ako kasi ang lakas ng voice ni Kuya Steve that time. pero sabi naman niya, i did it well. wee. :) i'm so happy. finally, i was able to reach out to others and share to them my God. :)

on the other hand, this week is a really tiring week. aside from my acads, i was also busy with my orgs. un nga, wala pa naman masyadong org activities pero syempre i need/have to be there. may activity man o wala, masarap pa rin pumunta sa org. hehe. hey, HSM PEEPS! tambay phase na ulit tayo this week. hehe. excited na ulit ako. :) i love HSM. hehe. hoy bobby, paka-adik ka na naman sa tambay ha! hehe. joke.

---minsan naisip ko hindi ako deserving sa mga bagay na meron ako ngayon. ewan ko kung bakit. nape-pressure tuloy ako. lalo na sa acads. habang tumatagal gumagrabe yung expectations ko sa sarili wherein i just end up crying. parang imposible pero in the end, nagagawa ko. pano? kasi may tiwala Siya sa akin. He won't give me these things para lang mahirapan ako.

kagabi, ka-ym ko si Paolo. at pinagmayabang na naka-broadband na daw siya. haha. anyway, tinanong niya ako kung masaya daw ba ako sa life ko as of now. i think what he meant that time is kung masaya ba ako sa Mapua o hindi. so sabi ko oo. pero at the back of my mind, meron talagang something na nagpapalungkot sa akin. sinabi ko sa kanya na masaya ako sa Mapua kasi na feel ko na "belong" ako sa kanila, and naging masaya din ako sa UST kasi andon sila. aww. hehe. labo ba? haha. pero i'm happy now. really.

advance greeting! happy birthday paolo.!! :)) libre naman dyan. at huwag mong idahilan na late ang pasok mo kaya hindi mo kami ililibre. haha!

paolo. ang panget mo. joke! haha.

seriously, i would like to thank this friend of mine for staying with me. what i mean is hindi niya ako iniwan. kahit pa nag-transfer ako sa Mapua, hindi siya nagbago. siguro nagbago siya physically kasi sobrang payat na niya ngayon (at sana kumain na siya ng fertilizer para tumaba na siya..hehe.) pero what he is deep down inside eh the same pa rin. i'm so glad i met him. hindi kami masyado nag-uusap nung nasa UST pa ako. pero ngayon, naging closer na kami. basta Pao, thanks tlga dahil you never left me. kahit pa parang kinalimutan na ako ni little friend, anjan parn kayo ni Jera and the rest of the gang. :)) at sana binabasa mo itong entry ko diba! haha. thanks sa lahat, hayan..tumanda ka na rin tulad ko. haha. mwah. love you friend! :)) wag ka na magdrama sa lovelife mo, magkaka-wrinkles ka lng. haha. aral na lang ng mabuti k?

hayy, ang bilis ng panahon no? kakauwi ko lang kahapon galing Manila, babalik na naman ako mamya sa dorm. buti na lang marami na akong gagawin. hehe. i won't be bored. wee.

bye guys! have a blessed week to all! :)

froshweek.hsm booth.first week as sophies!

2007-07-14T19:34:00.000-07:00

sophies na kami! wee. saya. :)) feels great pag nakikita ko yung CM ko na COE-2 na ung nakalagay. sobrang daming hirap ang pinagdaanan ko bago maging second year. nakakaiyak kasi ang saya. and xempre, ndi na kami ang babies ng school! haha.

for this week, wala pa naman masyadong academic load, which means, di pa kami maxado busy sa mga study stuffs kasi first week palang. though ung iba, meron nang mga homeworks and readings, pero hindi pa naman siya ganon ka-heavy.

anyway, frosh week kasi last week. so lahat ng orgs, may mga designated booths. para sa org namin (hsm), parang basketball booth yung amin don. super enjoy kaming mga applis sa pagbabantay. at talagang kinarir namin ni abie at bobby ang pagbantay sa booth. ahaha! kami yung palaging andon after ng class eh. natawa nga ako kasi one time, may gustong maglaro. tapos tinawag ako ni Kuya Paulo. "Mae, Abie, may maglalaro daw.". haha! at talagang kami na yung parang nag-aasikaso. feels great anyway. nakakatuwa kasi nagtiwala sila sa amin para sa booth. small thing lang xa, pero nakaka-flatter pa rin. hehe. :) at ayon, dahil sa booth na yun, nakaka-bonding ko na si abie, bobby, dennies and ung iba ding mga members at co-applis. enjoy sa hsm! :)

and..para naman dun sa isa ko pang org, yung CCC, first time ko mag-witnessing. it feels great pala to share God's word to others. :) enjoy. nakakakaba sa simula, pero i got over it.

anyway (ulit), xempre ritual na sa blog ko yung i-describe mga profs ko. haha! wala lang.

PHY110L
(strict?)

well, sa unang tingin eh muka talaga siyang strict. pero ayon nga sa isa kong classmate, mabait daw siya. sana nga. hehe. i think magaling siya magturo. hehe. feel ko lang.

PHY110
(kelangan ko pa ba mag-comment??)

hay, nakakainis. bago kasi yung prof eh, kaya wala pa akong makuhang feedback. nakakainis lang kasi hindi siya ganon kaganda magturo. plus, yung handwriting niya, super gulo. anu ba yun. physics pa naman. major subject pa naman. sabi graduate siya sa isang sikat na university dito sa pinas, pero bakit ganon siya? hayy. pero kahit na ganon siya, nakikinig pa rin ako. hayy nako sir, please naman.

MATH106
(she's nice anyway.)

natawa naman ako sa una niyang description. nambabagsak daw siya. siguro strict, pero hindi halata kasi mabait siya eh. magaling pa magturo. kahit na hindi siya pumasok sa amin ng 2 meeting, ika nga niya, kaya niyang ituro ang lesson for the day within 15 mins. well. hehe. forgiven na. magaling siya magturo talaga, infairness.

MATH107
(from mapua makati daw siya)

parang merong scarcity ng math profs sa amin. kasi may mga taga-makati na na nagtuturo sa amin. eh sa pagkakaalam ko dati, may mga profs from mapua intramuros yung nagpupunta sa makati. hayy. dami kasing mga frosh eh. at dun nilagay yung mga terror profs. hehe. pahinga kami sa mga terror ngayon. :)) ok yung prof ko dito. magaling din magturo. at mabait. haha!

ENV100
(bobby andrews look-alike)

comedian prof ito. hehe. pero ok siya magturo talaga. tawa kami ng tawa, pero nakaka tatlong chapters na kami! haha. sabi niya kas gusto niya happy daw yung class niya. at talga namang happy kami! haha. kamusta naman at 2 lang kami ni abby na babae sa class na yun. sobrang lamig ng room. grabe.

seven-seven-seven

2007-07-07T05:11:00.000-07:00

thay said na ngayon yung lucky day for everyone. well, i guess they were right. hehe

my bestfriend frances and I went to RC to claim her yearbook. so ayun. happy happy and chika forever. kasi naman kelan pa ba kami huling nagkita ni frances?? september pa?? nung bday party pa niya! antagal na nun noh. anyway, ayun nga. so kwentuhan muna. tapos ikot ikot sa school, reminiscing the times when we were still hs studes. kakamiss. ang sarap pa rin tumambay sa school. so cozy, malayong malayo sa ingay ng Manila. sobrang nakakamiss talaga. and then hanap kami ng mga teachers.pero konti lng ung nakita namin eh. pati si ate (janitress), napangiti nung nakita niya kami. parang sobrang tagal na talaga naming nawala no.hehe. anyway, pinakamasayang part eh nung nagpicture kami sa soccer field. watch out for the pics! na kay Frances pa! ahhaha. so funny! ang saya!

oh. i finally saw moshi in person. ahehe. unexpected nga eh. anyway, it's nice meeting you girl. :)

next destination: picnic grove. eto, ndi talaga namin alam kung san kami pupunta. either, sa picnic grove ba or sa starbucks. napag-desisyonan namin na sa picnic grove na lang para maka-relax kami.ayon enjoy naman. takas. haha

then bumaba na kami after. sm dasma naman ang next stop. we ate at Tokyo Tokyo. i met jose (friend ni frances). tapos ikot ikot. then nilibre kami ice cream. wee. thank you thank you. :)

bakt swerte? eh kasi lahat perfect timing. kung bakit, secret. mahabang story eh. basta ganun.haha.

hay, nakakapagod talaga. pero it's all worth it. na-enjoy ko ang day nato with my bestbud. :) i super missed her talaga!

looking forward sa susunod na gimik girl :D

i miss you my friend.

2007-07-05T04:54:00.000-07:00

hey. i miss you. i know na imposibleng mabasa mo itong entry kong ito pero ok lang.

i miss you so much. kung pwede lang sanang bumalik sa time na mag-seatmates tayo, babalik ako. namimiss ko yung mga time na pinapatawa mo ako ng walang dahilan. yun bang minsan gusto ko na lang mainis sa iyo kasi nakukulitan na ako, pero hindi ko pa rin magawa kasi instead na magalit ako, natatawa na lang ako tuloy. i guess ganon ka nga talaga. clown. hehe.

minsan iniisip ko kung sino ba nagbago sa atin. ako ba? kasi lumipat ako ng school? o ikaw? kasi nasa ibang college ka na? i guess wala naman. siguro yung distance natin ung nakapagpabago sa atin. pati yung time. kinain na ng time gap yung mga panahong hindi na tayo nakapag-usap. kaya siguro nasanay na lang tayo na ganon. hanggang sa umabot sa one year na hindi na tayo nag-usap. nakakagulat ba? ako nga nagulat ako eh.

ano ba? ano pa bang kelangan kong gawin?

nung una, xempre nagalit ako sa iyo. pero naisip ko na, wala namang mangyayari kung magagalit ako sa iyo. lalo lang magkakaroon ng gap.

habang nananatili kang tahimik, lalo lang akong nahihirapan. kasi parang wala kang pakialam.parang okay lang sayo na ganto na lang.

sige na. usap na tayo friend.

gusto ko na bumalik ung friend kong laging nagpapatawa sa akin. yung nag-introduce sa akin ng "sound of silence", yun pala wala naman pala talagang sound. yung mga times na muntik na akong pagalitan dahil sa kaingayan mo. natatawa pa rin ako pag naaalala ko yung mga profs na ilang beses natin tinawanan. at thank you rin sa pagiging ultimate na taga-pilit, kasi lagi mo akong pinipilit na sumama pag ayoko sumama sa mga lakad ng section natin dati.

friend, super miss na kita.usap naman tayo.

tagaytay escapade

2007-07-04T01:28:00.000-07:00

its been a long long long time since i've been to this place. pero nung highschool pa ako, since our school is just at least 30 minutes away from tagaytay, mejo nagsawa ako sa weather na laging malamig. and now na i always spend most of my time sa manila, namimiss ko na ng super ang lamig sa tagaytay. hayy.

it's my cousin's CAPPING AND PINNING. too bad i wasn't able to come with them (mom, tita and him) .pero kasama naman ako sa kainan.hehe. :P. anyway, we went to Josephine's (tagaytay) and ate lunch. tapos picture picture. hehehe.

me and him

wala lang haha.

my schedule (after the long wait)

2007-07-03T02:36:00.000-07:00

kamusta naman at nagloloko ang server ng mapua! cmon. buti na lang at to the rescue si kuya icko..super thanks thanks talaga. nakapag-pre enrolment na naman kasi ako last term, finalize nalng ung kailangan ko. Thanks to Kuya Icko at nasa school siya dahil may duty (student assistant) at siya ang nafinalize sa amin (me, jaylyn, janine at cesar).

anyway, here's my sched:

MONDAY: math 107 (9-1030)
phy110L (12-430)

TTHS: env100(1030-1200)
math106 (12-130)

WED-FRI: math107 (9-1030)
phy110 (12-130)

yahoo. may breaktime na ako. haha.

todo na talaga ito.

COE-2 NA! YEY.

i was tagged by jOn plus my Visual DNA

2007-07-01T20:01:00.000-07:00

i got this from marian's blog. :)

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i was tagged by jOn.

Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 6 weird things as well and state the rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don’t forget to leave a comment that says you are tagged in their comments and tell them to read your blog.

a. I admit that i 'sleep-talk' whenever i'm so tired
b. I'm not fond of watching the latest movies. i prefer watching the old ones.
c. i prefer to watch movies at home (dibidi) rather than watching it in the cinema.
d. the regular number of hours of my siesta time is 2 hours. if you wake me up and wala pang 2 hours ang tulog ko, expect the unexpected.haha
e. (pareho tayo jOn.hehe) i don't like waiting. and i hate being late.
f. i can live in kfc forever.

God is so good.

2007-07-01T18:49:00.000-07:00

i do not know how to start this entry about the greatness of God in my life. He has been so good. sabi nga nila, when it rains, it pours. and totoo nga. when God showered me with His ultimate blessings, it poured talaga. He believed in me. Though I'm far from being a perfect daughter to Him, He stayed with me.

i can't even imagine what life would be if kung hindi ko Siya nakilala. I'm already running the race He has given me for almost two years now and I can fully testify that when you give everything to Him, you don't have to worry. It's quite surprising that He called me out of nowhere. i was once a hard-headed child, a snob, isang taong malayong maging maka-Diyos, pero He called me. and gave me the love that I didn't even asked. and how cool was that?! :) God is so good. i can't imagine how i was able to live my life in the past knowing that I didn't know Him that much. All i know is that He is the one should be praised and nothing else follows. What I have now is more than just a religion, it's a Father-daughter relationship.

*and now, i start crying..hehe* i do not know, but whenever i think of how great our God is, i just start to cry. sobrang nakaka-amaze yung mga ginagawa niya sa ating lahat. everything falls in its place. perfect timing lagi. in short, perfect ang mga blessings Niya. there will always be a reason kung bakit ganyan ang binibigay Niya sayo.

Line, my CCC friend, once read a verse to me during one of our Bible study sessions in school. It says : (Jesus speaking) " if the world hates you now, remember that it hated me first." i'm sorry guys, i forgot the exact bible verse..hehe. anyway, the verse really strucked me. minsan kasi sinasabi natin sa Kanya na sobrang hirap ng dinaranas natin. or sobrang dami na nating burdens. or worse, sometimes we think that the whole world's mad at us. minsan dahil din dito, nawawalan tayo ng faith sa Kanya, which in return, nahuhurt natin si God. there were also the times na we think He do not understand how we feel. pero sa totoo lang, He listens. And He knows how you feel. kaya whenever we feel that the whole world hates us, remember that He was hated first and naovercome Niya iyon dahil naging faithful Siya.

so good that I couldn't even imagine.

stick to God guys, and everyone else will follow. :)

spread the word.

2007-07-01T04:28:00.000-07:00

i finally informed everyone that i moved out from blogdrive. hehe. blogspot's my new home.

anyway, yesterday, my mom and i watch Legally Blonde 1. i still love the movie. i love how Elle made her way to the top when almost everyone do not believe in her capabilities. people tend to be judgmental. on Elle's case, dahil siya ay kikay and everything, people think that she don't have the brains. haha. poor them! :)

my mom and i made leche flan kaninang lunch. bonding moments. at napilitan akong ibaba ang phone ko dahil nga magluluto kami. lately, pnapagalitan na ako dahil sa excessive texting. kasi daw wala na akong ibang ginagawa ngayon kundi magtext. XD. haha. bakasyon ko naman kasi kaya i have all the time in the world to do things that i can't do pag may pasok ako. hehe.

medyo gusto ko ng pumasok. medyo lang. nakakaboring na kasi. pero nung kasagsagan ng hell week ko, pinagdadasal ko na magbakasyon na talaga! haha. papakasarap muna ako sa one-week vacation ko. hehe. sa september na ulit ang pahinga ko nito. at next term, puro computations ako. aww. goodluck to me.

marami ang nagdiwang dahil pumasa sila sa lahat ng subjects. or ung iba, pumasa sa mga subjects na pinakanahihirapan sila. wala lng. ano kaya ang feeling ng maging prof at makita mong ang mga students mo eh masayang masaya dahil ipinasa mo sila? just a thought.

the long wait is over

2007-06-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

finally, i got my grades. kaninang aftenoon ko nalaman na i PASSED integral calculus. i was shouting dito sa bahay ng makita kong "taken" na siya. with matching cry pa yun. exaggerated man iyon sa inyo, sa akin hindi. :)

anyway, here's the list of my grades.

bioelectronics (bio177) - 2.75
autocadd (cadd111L)- 2.00
matlab (math101L)- 2.25
psychology (psy101)-1.75
economics (ss121)- 1.75
integral calculus-3.00
nstp 104- 1.00

gwa :2.29

and so i hate myself. i'm not really totally hating myself. i just hate myself because i became too pabaya last term. my gwa last term was 1.92 (and i forgave myself because in able to get the Half academic scholarship, one must obtain a grade of at least 1.75. and i got 1.92 because of differential calc.). tapos ngayon, 2.29 pa! super laki ng binaba ko. huhu. i'm not really a GC type of student, pero i'm always after the scholarship! hayy. bawi na lng next term.

anyway, i'm still thankful that i passed that dreadful integral calculus. haha! super thanks kay ma'am and kay Lord of course. miracle ang pagkapasa ko sa subject na iyon. yehey. officially second year na ako sa july 9!

our enrolment is on july 3. actually, i don't really have to worry anything about enrolment stuffs because i already pre-enrolled for this coming term. hehe. kahit hindi pa ako sure na papasa sa integral that time, nag-pre-enroll pa rin ako. fortunately, pumasa ako, kaya yehey! :D at classmate ko ulit ang aking poreber classmate na si abby. haha.

next time ko na post sched ko pag final na.

first things first

2007-06-29T22:19:00.000-07:00

here i am again.typing another "first" entry in another blog. i'm just too tired of editing blogskins and everything. plus, i don't have the time to do those things. that's why i prefer to use the default templates. and i guess doing it in a new blogsite will do. hehe. anyway, it's the entry that matters. hehe.

today, i happen to see that two out of my six subjects for this term were already marked as "taken", which means, i was able to pass them. hehe. tagal kasi nung ibang prof. nabibitin tuloy kami sa results. good thing, i passed bioelectronics. i was able to be one of the 59 fortunate coe students to pass that subject. hehe. i don't know kung ilan kami ng coe na kumuha ng subject na yon.i love you ma'am sevilla

congrats abby! nyahaha. top 3 ka sa bio177. galing tlga ng mga tawanan at kainan moments natin sa bio. haha.

anyway, my other subject was autocadd. ayon. 1 unit lng naman un pero i swear, maiiyak ako pag inulit ko yun. ilang lunch ang hindi ko kinain dahil may class ako pag friday don from 12-430! eh 9 am palang nasa skul na ako. haha. i love you ma'am yandug.

anyhoo, while doing this new blog of mine, i'm currently texting PAOLO a.k.a jologs, paoness, paopao, faoness.haha. wala na kaming mapagusapan. anything under the sun.haha. o ayan, special mention ka pa sa first entry ko. naks!

speaking of texting, i haven't texted so much this past few weeks. i was busy doing stuffs for school. i was pratically living on stress and pressure, not to mention that i've been sleeping almost 1:30 am everyday three weeks in a row. haha. i guess that explains my everyday bangag mode and my mood swings.

currently, i'm enjoying my stay as an applicant in hsm (honor society of mapua). though the org is known for having brainy people (at kelan pa ako naging brainy at napasama ako dito..haha), they were really not nerds/geeks. in fact, their cool. haha. i love being there in the tambayan. dami ko nakikilala at nakakausap. and my co-applis were also cool. oh yeah. what a new home to stay in Mapua. :) this coming term will be our second and last term as applicants. hopefully, i'll be inducted as a member. yeah. i also miss the CCC peeps (campus crusade for christ). :)

some new things about me:
1.) i've got a new phone. say hello to my new nokia 6300. she's just two-weeks-and-6-days old. i bid my farewell to my k500i last june 10. so there. nagiging vain tuloy ako dahil sa phone na ito. haha. now i don't have to worry in transfering my camwhoring files because it has a usb port. so i don't have to haunt for my cousin's laptop just to transfer my pics. haha! (at nabuhay na ulit ang multiply ko.haha.)

2.)i've had enough eyebags to prove that 4th term is really tiring. and so i hate it. haha. i don't even have the idea on how to remove it. haha.

3.)i've got a new blog. yey. this is it. haha

4.)i've lost weight. tanan! when i bought a new pair of pants, i was surprised that my waistline decreased by 2 inches. haha. i'm not really exercising at all. tama na yung walk ko from city hall to mapua everyday. haha. it's also bothering me since i know that i shed weight in an unhealthy way. i was really stressed, tired, hungry and pressured last term. so i guess that explains it. i want to do it in a healthy way. (exercise, tamang diet and anlene! joke.haha)

(just trying out this shirt from jewel)

5.)my computer geekness has finally came back.its because our internet's working again! hahaha. i'm stuck in front of the pc for almost 3 hours just doing nothing. and because it's vacation, i have all the reasons to go online. hahaha. and eto nagboblog ako. haha.

QUESTION: bakit halos buong pilipinas ay galing kay wendy?
im not really a fan of pbb. if you'll ask me about anything about pbb update, sorry. i'm not the right person to ask for an update. haha. i'm not really fond of watching other peoples' lives inside the house. anyway, i'm just curious kung bakit lahat ay galit kay wendy. so i ask a friend of mine na superduper updated sa pbb na si PAOLO. grabe, twice ka na namention ha. so nagkwento nga xa sakin ng mga pinaggagagawa ni wendy. and kwento pa lang niya ay naasar na ako! haha. si paolo ang magiging future leader ng "anti-wendy campaign" (jokeness). haha. super asar siya don. kamusta naman yun?

**guys, please pray for me and my classmates na pumasa kami sa math105**